Tuesday, August 22, 2006

NO White Towel

Eh guyssome of you may have heard what happened.... and so I want everyone to know im fineCalgary has been interesting...the past few weeks I have been coming into a really good pace at work.. and really making a huge impression with the physicians... they really like me and my training style.. so things are improving on the work front...as the docs are all impressed...i helped to streamline this whole process for DVT prophylaxis protocols and made it as simple as point and click.. and the docs are all excited about that as it will be a pan departmental order set for all 4 acute care sites.and make thier lives so much easier and hopefully save some lives..BUT... on the dating front.. thats another storyI went out with this one dude... we will call him Rude Dude #1... we had gone for out for coffee a couple of times.. and things went smashingly.. so we decided to go for dinner..and we went to one of the fanciest places in Cgy it was nice... very 4 star... anyways at the end of the meal.. I picked up the bill.. as we were walking out of the place... I asked if we could hang out again.. and he said to me" No you 2 Fugly... I just wanted a free meal" and walked away... I have never seen him again and dont plan on it.... so crazy eh?then the second dude I met... he went for a walk along the river... then the next night we went to see a movie... Ant Bully...he is a big football player from Calgary originally who played college ball down in the states... and I figured if he took me to this kids movie.. he must have been a sweetie... well was I wrong... the next night we were suppose to go up to Banff..... tim was having a bday party for his friend and I got the feeling Tim wanted me out of the house for the night.. which was totally cool because I thought I had a friend to go to Banff with......... but Football Player changed his mind at the last minute and wanted to go clubbin in Calgary instead.... it was at some weird strange night at a sketchy club called the "eagle"/////(( need I say anymore))) anyways..I totally did not fit in... I was dressed in an Abercrombie shirt and had a baseball cap on I was all preppy and everyone there was dressed in hard core leather and Chaps... it was the scariest place I had ever been to... anyways..I was trying to find the bathroom in this dark scary bar.. when the Football dude and his friends attacked me from behind... after a few moments of struggling.. I managed to punch him in his eye and then I threw his face into the wall.. and I ran out of the bar ... you can call me a sissy.. but I dont care.. I started to cry.... and as I was running towards my car in the parking lot.. there were people doing drugs and shooting up... it was soo scaryso I pushed them out of the way and got into my car and sped away as fast as I could... I didnt know where to go.. as I dont really have a lot of friends here in Cgy/// I decided I should report this to the police.. and when I went there to file a report... the police officer just laughed at me, called me a fag and said to go sober up.... the thing is I dont drinkanyways... I should have complained to his supervisor but at this point it was 3am and I was all shook en up...and crying.. and I couldnt deal with some red necked cop making fun of me... i was tempted to just drive str8 back to Ontario.. but instead I went back to Tim's... at this point it was 4am.. and him and his friends were still up partying...I apologised profusely for coming back while his friends were still there.. Tim was a bit cold and I kept apologizin.. and I can understand he didnt want me crashign his party... but his friends didnt seem to care I was there.. I didnt tell them what had happened.. I just cleaned up and went to bed Today I have been to a few places trying to find an apartment... everywhere I go there are usualy 2 or 3 other people there .. also trying to rent the place... so its going to be some hard work trying to find a place.. but hopefully I will... Im off this Monday and I think I will take it easy and maybe just go canoe up in the mountains again by myself...hey as I am writing this email.. Dude # 2 just texted me... apparently I broke his nose and he needed 3 stitches last night.. **Im not going to respond.... dont feel I need to...... just keep moving forward and smiling... if you ever want to experience a truly western frontier experience.. come to Cgy...anyways... Im off now to see an apartment... wish me luck..BIG HUGS